You see....
I'm in a situation
And crazy as it seems
And hard as I try
I can't walk away
I simply can't walk away
Call it guilt
Call it a matter of convenience
Call it and me what you will
But I just can't walk away
For you see
There is someone with whom I share my bed
But not my heart
Don't get it twisted....he loves me
And I love him
In my own way
Which is not the way he wishes to be
But his wishes seem pure fantasy to me
A dream that will never play into reality
At least not for me
How do you lay with one you don't love
Knowing that what you'd love is to be anywhere
Somewhere....just not here
How do you pretend to love
Knowing that it is a lie
Not the way love should feel
Deep and passionate....spiritual and strong
Not forced and mechanical where it all seems so wrong
ECHOES...ECHOES....echoes of emptiness
Inside a hollow heart...tearing apart
At the seams of shallowness
When will this all end
As I wonder how it all began?
TOWANNA H. WILLIAMS
3 comments:
Have to be honest with him, and you have to love yourself.
growth hurts, but maybe this is what you have to do to free yourself for that real love you want.
Imagine if it came along right now = how complicated would this make things??
I think I've been in this situation myself, once or twice. I can't really offer any advice other than to say that love sounds like what it is, and who can quite figure out love.
Be strong.
A woman's worth is as priceless as the air we breathe. Be honest with yourself and dont settle for the NOW, because your LATER may pass you by.
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